I had no idea what to make of a spinal cord tumor. My neurologist said it wasn’t a big deal and that any neurosurgeon could get rid of it. I was vehemently opposed; I did not want just anyone operating on the nerves in my spine. Sometimes you have to trust your instincts and resist people’s attempts to persuade you that you are ignorant about the subject.
So I fought, I fought with great resistance to see the best. I fought the doctors and the insurance company, who all told me I was overreacting and that it wasn’t necessary. According to them, the best doctors would not treat me because my procedure was so routine. I fought to see the best neurosurgeon in Texas to remove my schwannoma, and I will never regret it.
I was in the hospital for a week. I slowly began sitting up again, each step of recovery was painful.
There was a great deal of physical and emotional struggle.
I had to endure an eight-hour car ride home this time. Every single bump was felt. I had a long recovery ahead of me once I returned home. For nearly a month, I was unable to shower on my own. I was weak, in excruciating pain, but trying to be strong.
Two little girls were watching my every move. I needed to prove to two girls that I could get through anything. I was anything but courageous behind closed doors. I was struggling with the realization that this would almost certainly not be the last tumor. What did this mean for my family, my career, and my hopes and dreams?
I was struggling in every way possible.
my neurosurgeon referred me to a geneticist to see if I had schwannomatosis. After a series of questions and tests, I was diagnosed with schwannomatosis. After years of unknown pain and symptoms, I finally had an answer.
Having an answer was a great relief. There was something wrong with me; I wasn’t crazy. However, that answer did not come with a solution. There is no medication or cure to stop the growth of tumors. The sole options for treatment are surgical removal of the tumor or managing the symptoms it is producing.
Stay Strong,
Michaela